She cries..Unsure why
Uncertainty flooding her insides
Salted tear drops fall uncontrollably
Eye liner smudged; messy
Biting her lips..She sighs
Thinking up a conclusion
This was never easy
Unanswered questions constant
What am I putting into life to get back?
Do I deserve a place here?
The world felt so small this time
Yet she knew was so big
Depending on the depression spent
What was it she yearned for?
A love she was never sure of?
A story she never believed could happen
Shattered glass awaiting a smashing
Why is there a limit to love
Efficiency seemed to mean more than love
When he could be a thousand miles away
Could the heart grow fonder?
Or was it love not worth pursuing?
Her life lived in pure darkness
This shadow, her lie
The tears are showering down now
Nowhere to turn she’s shivering now
A corner she crawls to
Nowhere to hide her emotions now
She turns to medication now
Her mind a blur controlled somehow
Euphoria takes over she’s high right now
A mistaken thought of feeling happier now
The downfall hits her hard the next morning
Stained dry tears of the blur, previous evening
Putting on a sweater she gazes in the mirror
“It’s a new day, get yourself together Maria”
-Maria Robles Series.