I can’t be helped sometimes..
I can’t control this anger it’s controlling me
Blood running red hot burning my insides
Spitting disgusting words at those that actually mean something to me
In a quickened rage that only last moments
I swear by it, in these moments I’m disgraceful
Who am I to talk to those that raised me in such manner
Why am I unable to control these demons escaping me
Sadness & regret always dawns on me after
One day it will be too late
No one can handle this shit forever!